My last ILTMCamp as an Interactor - Part 3

I actually quite wish to go back to the camp next year and the following years as a rotaractor. I got quite brain-washed by the presentation the rotaractors gave us. Quite a few number of the outgoing interactors (including Teo Gi) is going to join. I don't really care if they join or not. As I've told you, I've been brainwashed. I'll see how things go. How well I cope with things after SPM.

I think that's about it about Interact Club. I shall miss it.

My last ILTMCamp as an Interactor - Part 2

(Continue from last post)

Anyway, lets have a run through of the camp, shall we? 

First of all, we gather at VI so damn early in the morning. Then head for PD. We then stopped by a beach called Pasir Panjang for gotong royong. Then later found out that our camp site is actually just two buildings apart from the beach. So we settled down in our dorm, have some lunch, settle with the bed sheets then went for jungly tracking. We tracked for 2 hours plus, but it only felt like 30 minutes! Great exercise! Oh ya, we met two girls from SMK Subang Utama. They weren't under Pudu Rotary, but because one of the girl's father was the chairman of god knows what post, so she, Maryam came along, with her friends, Dahlia. They are form 3s but honestly they look like form 5. 

Then we had a talk in the hall about something go green. Won a cap by shouting "oil spill" when others still can't figure out the picture. Oh, this is before the jungle tracking. We went jungle tracking after this talk and a tea break. After jungle tracking, bath then dinner. Dinner was ok for me 'cause I'm a old timer, the new kids can't accept the cooking. Then later at night, we got activities in the hall. The Resource Interactors ( including me) we suppose to have some games for the interactors. I was pretty pissed of during the discussion. Because the others "resource interactors" already knew each other from ICC, so it's pretty hard for me to join in the conversation, some more Teo Gi kept pushing me out of the circle, obviously excluding me. ( I don't care if Teo Gi read this, you made me mad anyway) Anyway, finally I make sense of their conversation that they are going to play passing information by acting and invisible chair. Then in the hall I finally get to have chance to voice my opinion. 

After that, we sang some song and went back to dorm. Change into pajamas and sit on the corridors, eating cup noodles and enjoying the cool air. Then after a few games and get tired, finally went to bed with a body full of un-dry-able sweat. 

Next day, woke up in the morning earlier than my alarm clock, wash up, change into my uniform, had a few "what the hell is her post in school" face in the canteen, had my breakfast and went into the hall for something official. Then afternoon, we split into groups and play some race. My group suck so badly that the rotactors went back to their dorm and have KFC before we finish our race. Then the Interact Got Talent. We were so happy and proud of our dear Wing See, we chanted "DANCE LIKE A BOSS" when she went up stage to get her prize. Some Confucian kids saw "something dirty" and were scared, made a scene, so the rotarians decided to play 30 minutes of music for us little youngsters to dance to and get us to bed earlier. For the first time of my life, I did dance, and I'm pretty sure I made quite a fool of myself, but who cares? Life's too short not to do stupid but fun stuff ( I don't mean drugs or something bad). 

Anyway, we still didn't went to bed early. We talked, stalked, prank-called and watch Kuen Cheng kids and some St. John guys play some new games which is very fun to watch. Something tongkat-tongkat then pom chi chi pom chi, then do ki do ki do ki do ki. Ok, it doesn't make any sense, I know. Then they got a punishment where they have to dance to a banana song while doing "peel banana", "shake banana", "cut banana" and "fry banana". It was funny. Ok, this is awkward. Trying to explain a game through blog. 

The last morning. Had breakfast, then pack our bags, took some photos and left camp site. Then we went to an old folks home in Lukut. Talked to two old people there. One of them stayed there for about 30 years. It's somehow sad to hear what they say, but sometimes it's just how things work. We can't really change people's life. They change their life. There's nothing really that I can do for them. I think I actually make them feel worst by asking their sad things in life. Then we went back to VI. That all. 

My last ILTMCamp as an Interactor - Part 1

Hey guys, I'm back from the Interact Leadership Training and Motivational Camp in Port Dickson. It's my last year there as an interactor. I went to this camp every year for the last three years including the most recent one. Although each time I come back with a lot of complains but generally I always miss it. Honestly, despite a body full of mosquito bite marks, I rather enjoy and miss this camp. It's the best year among the three years of ILTMC experiences.

So, it's my last year. This year I get to be a Resource Interactor for the camp. I get the chance to lead a 30 minutes training for the Funding/ Finance Director Group. I did a rather good job for someone who didn't do any preparation. I managed to talk for 25 minutes, sounding like a boss for those new kids who don't know how to do the job, leaving only 5 minutes blank and urging people to ask me questions. I'm quite proud of myself to be honest.

Anyway, this year our school finally had more than 10 person going to the camp (actually I don't really remember how many person went to camp last year) and not all of them are form 5. This year is actually full of form 3 girls. They are so cute! I didn't manage to get interactors from other school outgoing but I did get these kids to be! Gosh, they make me feel happier than my own form people! They are also quite talented. Hannah(which is a Malay with excellent English) is a very good singer, while Chong Wing See and Kevin, my junior are excellent K-pop dancer.

We didn't get any awards this year. I remember swearing to fight for the best funding award, but the enthusiasm didn't last long. Hopefully next year they will get an award. But, we get prizes for our performance on Interact Got Talent night! Group performance for our banana song and coconut song and for solo performance from Wing See! Never been so proud of Cheras!

(To be continue in the next post)

First Exam of The SPM Year

I have to say, it's pretty patronizing actually. Not only that the didn't go according to SPM format ( I mean it's already February going to March right?), they limit to minimum topics and practically told us what's coming out. Ok, I exaggerated quite a bit. However grateful I am to not screw this exam up, but seriously? There's 5 chapters in Physics form 4, but they only set questions (and told us about it) only on the fifth chapter - Light. History, only the first chapter of form 5, what happened to all the form 4 topics?

That was today's exams, good that I don't have to die studying 'cause I almost went mad just studying and memorizing the light chapter and first chapter of history in one day. What about the language subjects? Even English were easy, they even skipped the writing literature part, same to Malay language.

Lets move on to another topic shall we? Actually I ran out of things to say about the exam. I'm stressed up, I want to take a break from this madness. I'm here to release my tension and to brag about my new high speed internet - Unifi! Not that it's really that fast, maybe I can't feel it because the computer itself is slow.

Next, once the exam is finish, I will be going for Qing Ming with my pa and ma over the next weekend to show my filial to my ancestors. Honestly, I go 'cause my mom ask me to. Sorry, ancestors!

Why is everyone so depress nowadays? Even I am. I used to think that I won't ever get depression since I am so cheerful and optimistic. I express what I feel. But now that I feel a bit different that I used to be. Honestly, if there's no one in the world that I can talk to (either bad listeners or they are involved in the issue), I might get depression. So often I have negative thoughts.

Get cheerful, world!

My Phone Needs a Doctor

My slide phone is about 2 years old. I was reluctant at first to buy slide phones because I think it will sooner or later have problem at the sliding part. Turns out it does. My mom's candy-bar lasted for 8 years plus with experience of dropping in soap water while in a call, then algae grow inside of the phone but in the end still usable. Mine's still usable, but I really need to repair it soon. I can't see sms and stuff that I need. Argh..

Anyway, I've already set my target for my new phone, which is Samsung Galaxy Ace!

Ok, seriously I have nothing to say anymore. Bye~

Explanation

Honestly, my last post is due to my sort of emo mix with hormone imbalance. I was very unstable that few days. Believe or not, I was actually cured by 3 of my form 3 juniors. I sincerely love my juniors. Well here goes my explanations.

I was PMSing that few days. Plus, when I do meetings with my form 5 librarians, they always either make the "you owe me money" or "can you finish faster" face. I felt like everyone hated me, they don't want to do anything for me. Ah, just feel like nobody gives a damn about it. I know that people won't naturally understand what I am thinking or doing, because I am in my position. Anyway, I'm quite over that period.

Then, I got an Interact Club thingy. We had a meeting for IU day planning then I feel like it's hard to get sponsorship with what we have in mind now, so I tried to tell them, but then all I get is "we hope for the best" and the fed-up face. I felt like everyone hated me. Whatever la. Love me or hate me, your call, I no longer care.

Then I feel like even when I put on a long face, nobody bother to ask me what's wrong. So I felt unimportant la. Like nobody gives a damn even if I'm angry or in a bad mood or something. I just need someone to tell me don't worry I'll listen if you want to say anything. A lot of times girls only need someone to agree on what they have made decision, that's why they kept going on and on about something.

OK, I'm so in a Chinese New Year mood, so HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Super Bad Mood

I'm sick. Constant headache. Tons of homework. People beh song me at library and interact. I just feel like crying. Nobody understand what I mean. Nobody knows how hard I work for things to be done. I'm so stressed out. Sorry, I'll explain properly in my next post, most probably on this weekend. I'm far too stuck in my state of mind that I can't explain anything..