Explanation

Honestly, my last post is due to my sort of emo mix with hormone imbalance. I was very unstable that few days. Believe or not, I was actually cured by 3 of my form 3 juniors. I sincerely love my juniors. Well here goes my explanations.

I was PMSing that few days. Plus, when I do meetings with my form 5 librarians, they always either make the "you owe me money" or "can you finish faster" face. I felt like everyone hated me, they don't want to do anything for me. Ah, just feel like nobody gives a damn about it. I know that people won't naturally understand what I am thinking or doing, because I am in my position. Anyway, I'm quite over that period.

Then, I got an Interact Club thingy. We had a meeting for IU day planning then I feel like it's hard to get sponsorship with what we have in mind now, so I tried to tell them, but then all I get is "we hope for the best" and the fed-up face. I felt like everyone hated me. Whatever la. Love me or hate me, your call, I no longer care.

Then I feel like even when I put on a long face, nobody bother to ask me what's wrong. So I felt unimportant la. Like nobody gives a damn even if I'm angry or in a bad mood or something. I just need someone to tell me don't worry I'll listen if you want to say anything. A lot of times girls only need someone to agree on what they have made decision, that's why they kept going on and on about something.

OK, I'm so in a Chinese New Year mood, so HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!